just got home from work,
i pulled a guy on sat in town n got his number,
but still there is only 1 person on my mind,
i've come to the conclusion i want him cus i can't have him.
but seeing him every thursday upsets me so much.
we were gd mates now theres nothing.

i have a man in my life but its purely 1 thing only,
which is all gd wit me cus i won't feel guilty when i leave.

y r men such arseholes?
my friend jenny has the shitest bf, he was in town and rang her put her on loud speaker
n let sum random girl talk down the fone 2 her sayin she was gonna fuck her bf!
then he wudn't answer his fone and told her that he was to busy to see her for the next week!!!
n guess wot? she still wants to b with him!
y do we let them do this to us?

i need to get over him and move away, the sooner the better.
19days to go!!!!!!